it’s fucked how unfair you are to me, and even more so that i allow it.
having a tough time shaking my habits. the wave of depression hit me hard and i didn’t even realize it was happening until i’m sitting in this mess 20lbs fatter. i need some major self control to hit me like one of those super trains in the hunger games. g i gotta get it together to help my sanity. clearly having my mind boggled daily, is stressful.







